As a young girl I had a wild first sexual experience. I was
a horny teen. I didn't know much about men but I knew that I wanted
sex. I wanted it badly.
As early as I can remember I had been masturbating. I would
take all sorts of items and insert them inside my pussy. I had
a vast assortment of items that I would use. Mostly, they were
smoothly textured bottles from various cosmetics and toiletries.
Looking back, it seemed amazing that some of these product packages
made it past the censors. They had bumps, ridges, and bulbous
tips just like what I imagine a penis would look like.
When I reached high school, I joined the cheerleading squad.
It was fun. We talked about boys and we got to see all of the
guys in their uniforms. I was boy crazy and this was the place
for me. After practice I would head home and go right to my room.
When I was upstairs I would drop my lollipop pants and grab
one of my bottles. I would screw myself silly thinking about the
guys on the football squad. Sometimes I would imagine that they
were sticking the football or a baseball bat inside me. I would
fill myself up and rub my clit in a frenzy. I would come and come
One day I tried to sneak into the boys locker room so that
I could see some of the boys naked. I managed to get halfway into
the locker room before I was caught. The athletic director happened
to be leaving the side exit at the time. He knew exactly what
I was trying to do. "Come with me young lady" he said.
He dragged me to his office. "You have been very bad. I know
exactly what you were trying to do".
"If you want to see a naked man, I'll show you a naked
man" he explained. I knew that what he was going to do was
very wrong but I didn't care. "I wanted to see a cock and
I didn't care who it belonged to.". The athletic director
was an older man and he wasn't very attractive but he seemed willing
to show me his tool. I sat quietly thinking about what was happening
while he angrily took off his pants. I couldn't believe it.
When he pulled down his boxer shorts I gasped. "Yeah!
he explained. This cock is bigger than anything those little boys
are packing". Now I have learned that indeed he did have
a fairly large penis. My mistake is that I had been masturbating
with much, much larger devices. Even the small deodorant can that
I had been using was much larger than a man's penis. The full
size shampoo bottle that I had been eagerly thrusting into my
pussy was even bigger still.
I have spent my entire adult life disappointed.